Why am I so neurotic? I should be happy.
It’s a beautiful day here in New Jersey.
My best friend is here and will be now working for the Bon Jovi organization.
And Jon and I? ….Well maybe that’s what’s making me so neurotic.
He has no voice right now. He’s gotten surgery and if (because he whispered earlier today) he continues to to stay silent for a few days more, he’ll be able to at least talk.
He looks better. He feels better.
But, I want to burn those spiral notebooks he brings with him to communicate with all of us. He is driving us all crazy with those things!!!
Did I write that we made out earlier this morning?
**checking back**
Guess I didn’t…
It was an involuntary response! ( I think?)
I was happy when I found out that Jon had hired Kendall to be a part of his team.
He was happy about the situation. I was too. And still am…
Next thing you know, Juanita walks in on Jon and I kissing in front of the bathroom.
And I was only wearing a towel…
Yep! That is all I’m saying about that…
After pushing forward to get to this point in my career for so long, I am now realizing just how much I had missed the company of men.
The way they touch, the way they feel against your body.
Touching his soft hair…the fur on his chest…
Okay Trina…Stop!!
He’s sitting here besides you at the beach reading and here you are fantasizing about his body parts.
I wanted to be so close to him earlier that I….became neurotic over getting on a freakin motorcycle!
And the drama continues...Trina
Friday, January 30, 2009
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